I love bathtime with my son. He is going to start school this Fall, so he is growing up. But when he gets in the tub with his bubbles, his boats, and his rubber duckies, he goes back to being my sweet little boy who needs me to scrub his back and sing bathtub songs. If you were to tell me 5 years ago I would go from drinking myself stupid and spending my nights at concerts to staying at home and singing "The Rubber Ducky" song to a 4 year old, I would have told you what an assinine thing that was and there is no way anything living is coming out of me, let alone take away the evenings out to myself! I miss hanging out, I miss my group of girls and I do partially miss my old life. But this kid has become my rock. Who knew at the time that this would be what keeps me going when all I wanna do is pop a few blue pills and sleep and hide from all the stress. These moments are keeping me from running of and hiding from it all. Sorry for the sappy Mom post. But it really is the little things in life that now make me a semi-sane woman.
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